Wednesday, June 25, 2008

What Do You Do When You Can't Sleep......BLOG!!!

It's been awhile.  And I can't sleep.  Blasted iodine...don't ask.  It's kinda a long story.  I'm just gonna "vent" for a little bit.  It's not that I'm angry or anything...I just need to "talk" and it's 5 in the morning...and I've been up all night.  Wow...and I'm not even tired...I will be tomorrow. 

1.  My mom, my sister, and I have been going to a nutritionist.  We have been taking many different supplements and eating REALLY healthy.  No sugar or wheat with few exceptions...which is basically when I'm feeling lazy.  One of these supplements that helps with energy...which is something that until now I had lacked a lot of is Iodine.  Three drops for the day and I'm up...no more yawning or feeling tired during the day...but sometimes it makes it so I can't sleep.  But it's really ok cause I like feeling energized during the day.  We know that me and Maddie have gluten sensitivity....and we are kinda borderline celiac.  Wheat and gluten does horrible numbers on stomachs and headaches...ouch!  So when we want to feel good we follow the rules...easy peasy lemon squeezy...so simple.  Yet sometimes we let that little bit of flour from a dessert or white rice from a delicious casserole in and we are hurting the next day.  
2.  We are going to Utah this weekend...actually...probably Monday.  I am so excited because it is kinda the start to a new journey for us.  If plans go well we will be moving to Cache Valley in August.  We are all very excited...but my mom and dad are also anxious.  Gotta find a job, a house, and schools for the girls.  I have been wanting to get out of California for about 3 years and now we are finally getting the chance.  I don't even know what it is that I dislike about California so much.  The people, the various "personalities" that we see everyday, I really don't know...maybe it's the sirens that we hear almost nonstop.  All I know is that I have always felt more at home in Utah than in California.  I see those mountains and my heart skips a beat and my eyes start tearing up...I'm a VERY emotional person.  But something about Cali rubs me wrong these days.  Not to mention there are no suitable bachelors here for me.  My man is waiting for me in Utah...I can just feel it.  A cute little guy with a hott Logan accent...OH YES!!!  Oh boy...I can hardly wait!

3.  Packing boxes is dumb.  I hate it.  It's like a puzzle....you don't want to waste space when there is always something else you could fit in the box...GAH!!!  I had to pack up Miles' room on Monday and I must say that it sucked.  It was so difficult because he has so much crap that he has saved from like...Kindergarten...spelling tests and stuff...get rid of it!!!  But I did find some gems in his room...such as...a note from his first girlfriend...and a picture of us that brought back some memories.  I miss that boy so much!  And there's only one thing that's worse than packing boxes...and that's UNPACKING boxes.  I wish you could just throw stuff on a truck and then unload it.  Why fill up a box for a couple of days only to unfill it a couple days later...I just don't get it.  I know it would be a lot messier that way...but I kinda don't mind messes.  My room is a horrible mess lately and I could care less.  I'm trying to keep it that way for as long as possible too...because I'm lazy.  I admit it...I tell people I'm lazy all the time and they look at me with a shocked look on their face.  Little do they know.  Pretty soon this floor is gonna be spotless with nothing...and I mean absolutely nothing on it.  It will be amazing.  Wow...funny how I spent the whole night reading people's blogs.  I need to get a life...and a job!  

4.  I really really really want to take Johnny with me to Utah to live with me forever...but my mom said that we might not be able to.  I don't know what I'm gonna do without that little guy.  If I have to get rid of him...I'm gonna sell him because I have put so much money and effort into him.  And it's my own money....so it means more.  I can't leave California without my baby JohnJohn.  

That's it for now!!!

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